Tuesday, 15 December 2009

Blind Eye

My eyes didn’t look
but my heart didn’t turn away
to see your new girlfriend
holding the same hand I held yesterday

I try to ignore you,
front like didn’t see you
yet two hours from the location
my emotions scream for you
loudly, love sings my song
of desperation, silently
my soul brawls quietly
as you make eye contact with me
communicating in ways we did
in ’08, January

Nutella eyes dance with
... if only for a moment
chemistry is broken
my heart watches you as you look away
leaving my eyes to stare, at something I didn’t see
like when I saw that red stop sign in front of me
when I met you
and times I unsure of my own future
I was sure if I was there,
so were you.

Wanting to fight for you
in spite of my loves defeat
at night, reaching for you
in my life jacket
but this ocean’s too deep

I said I wouldn’t wait-
my heart doesn’t hear my pleas
if only my love for you
was the same as my love for me.